It's Not Me on the Podium

I made an outline. Please don't use the same sentence as me. Write it as vividly as possible, and it is presented similarly to a micro-movie narrative. The important thing is not to write so much great philosophy of life.
In the first paragraph: I looked at the teacher, and my heart was beating very fast. I knew he would call my name soon, and then I would go up to shake hands with him and keep the cutest smile. I love this Moment.
Paragraph 2: Why am I sure the teacher will teach me my name? He often complimented me, gave me history books as gifts, and complained about the results of games. I was the most engaged person in his class; I always raised my hand and always got good grades. I even believe he will have my name in his teaching career.
Paragraph 3: I am ready for my victory lap. However, with the cold mention of a name that wasn't mine, I was forced to return to reality as I watched in pain as another student approached the podium to accept the award.
Paragraph 4: I hate the teacher and this student. I think all my hard work was in vain. How could my incredible effort not be enough? Gone are the accolades from peers and family.
Paragraph 5: However, when I calmed down and relived the moment when I failed, I was reminded of my experience with the Public Benefit International Challenge for Youth. We helped a group of students from Zambia improve their orphanages by donating supplies and providing online education courses. Although we only won the semi-finalist place in this competition. But the experience was unforgettable, their smiles were always imprinted in my mind, and I even received a postcard from Zambia after the competition to express their gratitude for our work. This makes me feel that success is not defined by a certificate but, more importantly, the constant exploration of this experience. Likewise, in this experience, the reason I didn't win was not that I didn't give enough or that my teacher gave me the illusion that I would win. This is because my classmate and I are equally hardworking and equally ambitious, and both want to win. We were basically neck and neck, and he just edged me out for a victory.
Paragraph 6: When everyone is busy applying for prestigious colleges, I am constantly walking and exploring, and I am also taking many different actions. I started going to Mexican restaurants I had never been to before to try the food there. I started going to museums and art galleries every week for more inspiration and ideas. Even with ten days of quarantine and expensive airfare, I decided to go back to China for my brother's wedding, I just didn't want to leave any regrets. I no longer have to dwell on what other people say about myself because I no longer discuss failures and successes. I just keep moving toward the next goal and the next, walking down my ultimate path of achieving greater things. It's been a challenging "expedition," but in the words of Leonard Nimoy, "That is the exploration that awaits you! Not mapping stars and studying nebula, but charting the unknown possibilities of existence."